chance
Ganyangka deeeh ini terjadi sama gue, gue masih ngerasa tahun lalu gue masih cewek polos yg gatau apa2 soal cinta yg only have one crush and he don't know how i feel. cuma cinta monyet yg bertepuk sebelah tangan...
i'm grow up. i'm change too much. My life change too much. My friends now is different with my old friends. Semakin gue besar gue semakin sadar kalo semuanya perlahan-lahan berubah jadi rumit. How my relationship with everyone is completely different than my junior high school's life.
Dan semakin lama gue semakin sering berjumpa sama hal-hal baru, dulu gue gapernah berfikiran buat plng sklh sendiri, skrng gue udh bisa plng sendiri. Dulu hal-hal kecil aja bisa bikin gue ribut sama temen gue biasalah masih anak2 berantemnya kaya gitu2 aja, skrng gue harus ngelawan hati gue sendiri setiap kali gue ngomongin soal my love life with my friends, how do i can open up with them if they are always have a negative thinking with him? people's change! ketika gue berusaha untuk menjauh selalu ada sesuatu yang "nahan" gue. Apa mereka gabisa ngerti kalo gue itu jatuh cinta? their like punish me and i must to get that. Mereka selalu bilang kalo he's not good for you, kalo udh ngomong gitu harusnya at the end they are no need to say it's up to me to continued my relationship or not. Nggak ya nggak, mereka harusnya gaperlu nahan2 gue kalo pada akhirnya semua terserah sama gue T_T
Gue............... gangerti lagi harus berbuat apa harus cerita sama siapa, setiap kali mereka nanyain soal itu i'm turning down, mad, random don't know how to say with them. Semuanya terasa berat buat gue, this is my own happiness and no one shouldn't take away from me T_T
i always appraciate them koook. Mungkin mereka gamau ngeliat gue terluka, but...... mereka tuh harus tau sesuatu bahwa in any realtionship with whoever he are, we must to take every risk, because you know exactly, right? that every relationship will end up with 2 possibility, which are "broke up" or "happy ending happilly ever after". Okay and now at least i want them to give him a chance, people can change for love. and i think he's regret with his fault in the past and have a motive to prove that. and i want them to not really push me well ehm or we can say to "force" me not believing with him anymore, you know is just hurt me slowly.
i'm grow up. i'm change too much. My life change too much. My friends now is different with my old friends. Semakin gue besar gue semakin sadar kalo semuanya perlahan-lahan berubah jadi rumit. How my relationship with everyone is completely different than my junior high school's life.
Dan semakin lama gue semakin sering berjumpa sama hal-hal baru, dulu gue gapernah berfikiran buat plng sklh sendiri, skrng gue udh bisa plng sendiri. Dulu hal-hal kecil aja bisa bikin gue ribut sama temen gue biasalah masih anak2 berantemnya kaya gitu2 aja, skrng gue harus ngelawan hati gue sendiri setiap kali gue ngomongin soal my love life with my friends, how do i can open up with them if they are always have a negative thinking with him? people's change! ketika gue berusaha untuk menjauh selalu ada sesuatu yang "nahan" gue. Apa mereka gabisa ngerti kalo gue itu jatuh cinta? their like punish me and i must to get that. Mereka selalu bilang kalo he's not good for you, kalo udh ngomong gitu harusnya at the end they are no need to say it's up to me to continued my relationship or not. Nggak ya nggak, mereka harusnya gaperlu nahan2 gue kalo pada akhirnya semua terserah sama gue T_T
Gue............... gangerti lagi harus berbuat apa harus cerita sama siapa, setiap kali mereka nanyain soal itu i'm turning down, mad, random don't know how to say with them. Semuanya terasa berat buat gue, this is my own happiness and no one shouldn't take away from me T_T
i always appraciate them koook. Mungkin mereka gamau ngeliat gue terluka, but...... mereka tuh harus tau sesuatu bahwa in any realtionship with whoever he are, we must to take every risk, because you know exactly, right? that every relationship will end up with 2 possibility, which are "broke up" or "happy ending happilly ever after". Okay and now at least i want them to give him a chance, people can change for love. and i think he's regret with his fault in the past and have a motive to prove that. and i want them to not really push me well ehm or we can say to "force" me not believing with him anymore, you know is just hurt me slowly.
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