the thing called happiness

Yaaa welcome back to my journal yg ga selalu ditulis setiap hari ini-_- well apa yg gue tulis hari ini ga se-galau judulnya kok wkwk cuma gue lagi suka aja sm kalimat "kosong dan terluka" ntah knp cukup mendefinisikan all the time love story of me. Yap jadi skrng gue lg menjalankan masa internship gue di semester 6 yaaa so far so good, gue nyaman di kantor dengan org2nya, pekerjaannya, meskipun sampe saat ini gue gatau apakah gue digaji apa ngga HAHA. 'Meskipun rada capek but thats okay at least gue ngga secapek cuma gabut dirumah. Meskipun yaaa gue ngerasa agak boring ngelakuin hal yg sama tiap hari dan ini yg akan jd curhat gue hari ini. Ntah knp atau mungkin karena gue lg dapet dan ngerasa sedikit sensitif(?) gue merasa bahwa hidup gue mulai bo-ring, if i see another people out there with their life there always be something fun with em like going out with friends, or attend some exciting events, get a holiday, or having a good time with boy/girl friend, mungkin gue

Midnight's thought Welll he-ya! Here i am again with some abstract yet not-that-important thought at night again. With a bit stomachache, tryin to still write whats currently on my mind. Jadi. ada suatu hal yg cukup membuat gue agak ga percaya akhir2 ini karena for the first time ever since loong so looong time ago i finally got to make and organize a short holiday in malang with my ex and another firends of course. And its maybe the "hikmah" for me because I canceled my plan to watch my boyfie concert so yes, iam finally can save my money for it.  Apa yg bikin gue kaget adalahhh he planned it. He want us to make this holiday happen, and it makes me wonder. What-happen-to-him. Or maybe he just want to fix anything that happened to him with us lately or he just want to make some increadile moment with us since we got an amazing trip at bali. I dunno really but he makes me wonder what-actually-just-happenned-to-him. Gue gatausih apakah ini penting untuk gue