the thing called happiness

When i tried to reach the things that i wanted in life it  always took a long time. But at the end its somehow end up sastisfied. Well its just "a thing" not a whole things in life. I believe that work hard could make a big energy that will build up and make everything that you wish for happen, then suddenly i think that is the circle of life. If you work hard a fortune will come to you. Did you think that time will worth the wait? Just like the stuffs you want sooooo bad but you spend your money on it after you save your money. But not in all the things in life i belive will worth the wait or i just feel that is a kind of fortune like maybe its a destiny from god. Just like love. Or carrer. Okay lets talk about a lucky love life. I heard so many stroies about true love and a lucky love seems to be so hard to get in it. Like i mean youve got your love too soon and you getting married with the one who u dated the last. But how if the case is you need a long time to see wh

Well firstly i want to thanks god about having such a lovely friends around me its start when i was in jhs till college and they make my life  more brighter. I always convince myself that if i have them in my life, my life would be easier. Is that you guys think so about me? Or its only me who think that youre as precious as i thought. Well i dont want to make this complicated, but recently i feel like friendship are going to be really hard each day. Hard to keep them always around you. Like you're not that important to them :( i feel sad and i feel so unacceptable :( like im not someone's priority not anymore :( And its starts when my long holiday coming.... And somehow i think that maybe i feel sad bcs i dont have any activity to do and feel so bored then i plan such a pretty big holiday with some of my friends. Its starts from my jhs friends, shs friends, and college friends. But everything that we planned (or its only me) failed. And theres so much reason for it for each

Well it has nothing related to my old post yg super labil ituuu cause now im gonna share about my recently activity (well its not a physically activity) its make up. YES. Every woman favourite activity to do. And im gonna say that yes. I admit. I start to concern more about make up. Why? Idk. I feel like maybe im not a professional bcs i just did some of superbb easy make up everyday look just like "no make up make up" every beauty vlogger have to post. Yup. I want smoothin my everyday no make up make up look. Bcs this is basically super easy make up every woman have to know and practicing. Ok why im gonna talk about this? Bcs i feel like im mature enough to know this basic knowledge about make up. Bcs maybe i will need this somehow or its literally what womans do. Turn into indonesia Awalnya gue pikir gue bakal ya tetep make up biasa aja you know? Yg gapake countur or even bronze (karena gue emg gabisa) dan 1 lagi kekurangannya, gue gapunya uang untuk beli berbagai maca