past, present, future

Kalau bisa ngulang waktu... Kalau kita bisa milih mau hidup kaya gimana.... Kalau semua mudah....
Maka gaada yang namanya "belajar" :)
Pernah ga suatu saat lo pengen kembali ke satu fase atau moment di hidup lo tp sayangnya semua udh berlalu? Pernah ga lo ngerasa bisa beli sesuatu dengan uang hasil jerih payah lo then.... You realize how hard you got the fee then you just spend it just like you buy some candy at the market.
You want more but you know you got less.
"Bersyukur" adalah satu kata yang gampang diucap tp susah dilakuin. Then i realize it to myself i havent seen that i am gratefull for anything. Gue baru sadar ternyata hidup itu sulit dan manusia terlalu banyak mengeluh... Dan itu membuat semua semakin ruweh, runyam, dan ribet. Padahal kita punya fase fase buruk dan baik yg akan dan sudah dilewati yg kadang suka kita lupakan, artinya kita gaakan selalu dibawah dan gaakan selalu diatas. Dan fase yang lagi gue jalanin sekarang adalah fase "out of my comfort zone" seperti kata-kata orang bahwa hidup akan bermakna ketika lo keluar dari zona nyaman lo. Setiap malam tanpa sadar kita banyak berfikir soal kehidupan, how you communicating, how life goes on earlier, or you want to refresh ur mind about what happened in the past, just to feel it again.
Then i do..
Gue adalah orang yang terlalu berpikir banyak, i have a lot things going in my mind esp when i choose to be quiet around people.
Di masa lalu yang diinget sekarang, cenderung kita hanya mengangap kalo masa lalu lebih menyenangkan its all the way simple bcs all of us growing up thats actually happen. Kenapa kita sering mengeluh? Karena tuntutan yang semakin banyak. And if you want to grow up i mean real grow up you have to pass it just like go with the flow, bahwa akhirnya semua masalah lo akan berakhir dan lo akan melanjutkan hidup ke fase yang selanjutnya.
Pada fase yang selanjutnya itu, mungkin lo akan memikirkan dari sekarang apa yg akan dan ingin lo lakukan dikemudian hari. And it's getting hard to see what have come tomorrow. Just like you can plan it today but then samting slaps and boom everthings planned gabisa direalisasikan bcs of samtings new come. Thats called "PROBLEM"
You can see it now?
Yap.
Manusia bisa berencana tapi allah yang menentukan.
So pray
Then work hard
Everthing  balancing between pray and work
And thats the hardest part, balancing it.
Life's balancing itu susah bgt. How you manage life as simple as you can. You've got love from family, friends, then you studying great and you got a lot of money on ur OWN yes. Real money from ur pocket and ur fee is getting high so u can pay ur own college money, at least meringankan sedikit beban orang tua lo, and another life's balancing and its important............... To have improvement to be a BETTER person mostly from attitude. And all the positive vibe could be found in you then you find happiness. The end.
Dan itu semua ingin gue raih tapi sulit, i just revceive problem at the momment, pdhl setiap fase kehidupan lo meningkat, semua akan terasa berat.
Cuma bisa jalanin and just go with the flow. Itu yang selalu di pikiran gue
Sometimes i miss my senior high school lifes evento when i was in shs i just "huuu i want to be in the college i can get moreeeee time to do anything i like", padahal ternyata lebih berat, college school made you to be an independent person, you have a spare time but you think, "ngapain gue kuliah doang trs nongki atau yg lainnya yg gapenting mending gue ikut organisasi" then you join organization and whussssh you wish you have more time loke you expect yesterday, you dont have it. Time for yourself, cause kuliah nya aja juga semakin menyita waktu. and honestly its hard and even harder when i said "hard".
Haaaaa
What life thaught you in every step of ur life means a lot
So live today tomorrow and in the future
Make it brigher with your own way
Maybe its good to be out of comfort zone but. Tanda kutip dibidang yang kamu sukai, and you will enjoy every step you take as long as you in the right place.

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