the thing called happiness

yang ga gue pengen soal twitter gue: 1.takut dibilang gila followers 2.takut tweets gue nyampah semua dia tl 3.unfollow berlebihan oke ini gapenting tapi tiba2 merayap di otak gue-_- and i almost forget to tell you about MANUSIA TEMPE YANG NGESOK JABLEEE itu ngatain bias tersayang gue minggu ini, panas kuping gue denger dia ngatain gitu, dasar tempe urusin aja badan lo yang ga pernah gemuk itu *astagfirullah mian mian kebawa emosi*

okay initially i like sungmin for Co-Ed but.. because of my friend like him first so i'll try to find another member of Co-Ed and i found ONE FOR A SPECIAL GUY I LIKE HIM EHM HE'S SIMILAR LIKE GIKWANG *glance* okay this some photo from kwang haeng ✪ Akdong Kwanghaeng (Rascal Kwanghaeng) Rascal/Playful Real Name: Lee Kwanghaeng DOB: January 20, 1990 Height: 186cm Weight: 70kg Education: Baekseok Arts University (Leave of Absence) Additional Info: Appeared in ‘Coffee House’ Episode 14 and 15 okay he's handsome too, right? ~

yehaaa minggu ini nyenengin (lumayanlah ya) oke gue bakal ceritain dari hari senin deh, what happened with mon(key) day? ehm awalnya pagi butek busuk hari senin nyelimutin diri gue dan semua pikiran2 gaenak bakal apa aja yang terjadi buat hari ini dan seterusnya (lebay) pemikiran: 1. soal uang pensi yg ga kelar2 2. ulangan2 yang dateng ga berenti dan ga nyelow dari minggu kemaren (juga soal nilai) 3. ehm masih soal ONEW-SEUNGYEON YEAH I HATE IT FOR A MOMMENT 4. nilai2 TO yang hell-aw banget dan gue udah tau semua sekarang (3.00, 5.2, 6.0, 7.6) persis banget sama nobita gue TTT-TTT dan lain lain lain lainnya lagi!!!!!!!!!!!11 pagi cerah mendung2 butek itupun berjalan rada sedikit bersemangat ._. *skip* langsung to the point, pulang sekolah ada p* kan tuh okay gue.telat.masuk.kelas.lagi cuih (cewek apaan gue?1?!) gue pun masuk kelas terburu-buru terengah-engah karena sambil lari2, ga ditanggepin gitu sama gurunya cuma diliatin doang! :s ish (muter mata) oke gue langsung ambil modul nya k...

ehm okay beberapa hari ini yah semingguan ini banyak banget hal yang *harus* gue pikirin at least kedepannya.. gue bingung banget bener2 bingung sekarang, jelas gue pengen banget masuk sma negri tapi pas nyokap ngomong kalo ternyata dari swasta ke negri itu bisa dibilang 'beda' dan gue butuh penyeseuaian nantinya, oke mungkin gue bakal nanggung itu semua yang penting seenggaknya gue udah ga disitu. terus masalah 'nilai' post gue gabakalan jauh2 dari 'nilai' -_- yeah i know it was really really i need it for senior high school later ;_; and then buat perpisahan UMROH okay, for real i was really really want it, but why must be with all of 9 grade students?huh? it much be better if i goes to umroh with my family kaan? terus nya lagi buat besok so i didn't want to watching pensi in my school buat nontonnya aja gue gabegitu minat, but tomorrow i must to buy a ticket, t-shirt for pensi, and merchandise.. huh-.- what else after this? it's ENOUGH and tomorrow i ...

apasih rasanya jadian? gue..pernah liat dompet'NYA DIA' sekali dan *wow spechless* isinya.. *orang kaya sih ya duit tinggal metik* (no comment) at least itu pernah dia tunjukin sekali pas gue mau dikasih goceng then apa aja sih yang dilakuin orang2 pacaran? *polos* tapi pengen tau aja kapan gue ngalamin 'itu' ya suka sama orang dan dia juga suka stupid #forevereveralone

come just a little closer take all of my heart just a little more as much as you want from the first time i saw you, my heart started beating madly i really think that you are on a different level with other boys 'halo' it's my first word even if you don't like me i said it like an easy man giving away a dog i've been watching you for several day but at this rate i'll be alone and sick something is cought in my heart and it feels like i'm sick my heart keeps beating fast, i'm afraid i don't know if i die do you know my burning heart? you're my only escape, no more boys in the club no need for another words just only this word Y O U don't absolutely think as you please but compare and consider playing hard to get is not my taste in my life as it is, stop coming to me now throw rocks at my heart my shaking heart my soul is crazy, falling for you i can't come to my senses come to me show yourself to me guess this is a lyrics of english trans...

heyyo oh noo hari ini idul adha, ehm happy idul adha semuaa tapi tadi pagi gue kesiangan mungkin mandinya kelamaan jadi gue..ehm terpaksa shalat satu shaf sama sapi ;_; oh my.. mana dia pipis terus bab oh no masa kita shalat sebelahnnya pas kotoran kan ga lucu, mesjid deket rumah gue nih astgf. itu cukup nyebelin pagi2 udah dibikin bete, terus yaa abis shalat di mesjid gue gamau dan ga akan mau dipaksa ngeliat para sapi dan kambing itu diptong jadi gue putusin buat ol terus bosen, akhirnya nonton terus bosen akhirnya gue tidur sampe sore, bangun2 gue liat ada bbf diulang lagi padahal gue pengen nonton becoming a billionare gatau udah tamat atau apa tapi udah ga diputer lagi gitu, cukup bete. terus sekarang ehm tadi deng gue baru aja belajar buat test ipa khusus buat anak2 cerdas di kelas gue, belajar lah gue, gue gamau malu2in kelas gue yang isinya anak2 cerdas itu. dan TERNYATA BESOK ADA ULANGAN FISIKA JUGA, gue udah berulang-ulang nanya besok ada ulangan atau nggak sama temen gue si ...

hello ada suatu hal lagi yang bikin SHOCK you know? on thursday kelas gue terpilih jadi kelas yang bakal diuji coba soal IPA gatau buat apa, tau alasannya apa? karena kelas gue banyak yang unggul IPAnya how bad is that?huh?!?! taulaah dari sd gue emang udah gabakat IPA bahkan dari tes IQ gue juga udah dikasih tau kalo gue emang udah darisananya ga jodoh sama IPA parahnya lagi tadi dibagiin nilai ulangan biologi gue dapet.. 6 ._. argh minta digorok nih udah belajar susah2 juga, tapi alhamdulillah wasyukurillah math gue ga remed n_n okay now i wanna talk about ehm kpopers, now so many kpopers in indonesia i feel uncomfortable :/ really is better if kpopers in indonesia still a little bit or like before kpopers not seen by many people :/ ehm gue lebih tertarik sama sesuatu yang gabanyak orang sukain, sekarang?kpopers itu dimana-mana TOO MUCH ~ tapi gue gabisa berenti juga jadi fangirl ehm apalagi fandom gue piiip banyak banget yang suka gue pengen punya fandom lain yang jarang2 kayak prim...

ehm first i was very thankful to god, because at least it's good enough for me today~ because first i get ehm a good score in indonesian language TO oke why can i say GOOD? because the score average in my class is 7,25 and then i got 7,6 it's good as well~ though actually i'm still 'disappointed' because the value of mathematics TO~ oke it's just past so i'll try to forget it. and then something happen again to me this incident as it is set this occurs when my friend B invite me to buy a snack in the cafeteria at school, and then when we down stairs ehm there are some popular student at my school get in the way and we just walk away~ after my friend buy some snack i'm just pick a lollipop candy~ and then after that we went to the 2nd floor to meet my other friends, previously i didn't want to follow my friend when she talk to me she want to past the 2nd floor stairs but finally i follow her too because in 1st floor there is a slippery floor, oke me a...

My friends keep telling me that they think you like me, and I was thinking somewhat the same thing. But what if it wasn't true... What if I was the only one stupid for thinking that? With those thoughts in mind I wasn't sure what to do. (Everytime I see you) I try so hard to to read your mind (When I keep lookin at you) I get different signals... I really just don't know... If you like me then just confront me. Why are you making it so hard on my part? If you like me then act brave. I'm here waiting, so why can't you come? You fool... still when are you going to just look over at me like that? Look at my eyes! They'e telling you to come forward. While you're still stalling, if someone else brings up their courage and takes me, then how regretful do you want to be? (Everytime I see you) I try so hard to show you what I feel (When I keep looking at you) How come you don't know how I feel? Don't you have any clue? If you like me then just confront me. W...

ehm i dunnotknow but..it song looks so random :s just like me check this out [CL] Naega jun sinbareul singo keunyeowa gireul geolgo Amureohji anhge keunyeowa kiss hago Naega jun hyangsu ppurigo keunyeoreul pume ango Nawa haetdeon keu yaksuk ddo dasi hagetjyo [Minzy] Urin imi neujeotnabwayo Uri sarang kketnan geongayo Amu marirado jom naege haejwoyo oh oh oh Uri jeongmal saranghaetjanha Dwi dolrilsun eoptneun geongayo [Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo [Bom] Pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni Nan neol neol saenggakhamyeon Neomu appa appa appa [Minzy] Amugeotdo anirandeut Nae neunmul barabogo Taeyeonhage mareul ddo ieogago [CL] Aniran mal mothagetdago Keu eoddeon miryeondo huhoedo jeonyeo eoptdago Janinhage marhaetjyo [Bom] Urin imi neujeun geogayo Uri sarang kkeutnan geongayo Geojitmarirado jom anirago haejwoyo Ijen deo jarhal su itneunde Dasi mannal suneun eoptjiman [Dara] Oneul bam namani apayo [CL] Pyeonhaetni ne mamsoge Ije nan deo isang eoptneun geoni Nan neol neol ...

heyyo all *weak voice* you know? i was sick today because aaaggh..i won't remember it but it must be better if i tell you *wtf who see* okay let's directly to it's point, that my math try out get... 3,00 can you imagine? it's like a lion tear my heart lol but the bad thing is.. my score is the lowest score at my class maybe satu angaktan juga dan taukah kalian kelas gue isinya anak2 unggulan semua *sigh* -..- first when i hear the teacher read a LOUDLY my ordinal number everybody repeatedly who is the number 01116 and it was me?ME? T.T why can i become like this?OH! this happen again!!! and after that for a momment i'll cry *i can't hold again* i'll cry... and some of my friends just 'sabar ya' to me but it's ENOUGH for me than do nothing and don't know what to say and then some of my friends tell me i'm not stupid girl at all ahh thank you~ *biar orangnya suka nyontek gue* but he give me a attantion~ and then my other friend talk to me l...

here's i wanna show some member of ft island in the form chibi! they're looks soo cute check this out guys! first hongki *_* and then.. jonghoon! wow and the last is jaejin! ooh i feel so sorry i can't found another member photo~ but..it looks better if they're chibi photo become a photocard aaaaw okee that's all love ya and seeya!

okay these are my top boys or i call him.. my dream boys alah:/ this is it first my chicken oppa cool, cute and really kind of boy :) and then second.. is.. jungmo of TRAX trully i don't really know him but he looks charismatics *_* the third is.. a leader too like onew from ft island he is lee hongki! wow i was spechless! since he play in the korean drama entitled 'you're beautiful' i started to like him..really fun of boy *_* that's all now is 02.00pm i must to go to bed so bye blogger see ya next ya love ya jinki's girlfriends

heyyo again! tadi gue baru pulang dari gandaria city makasih banget buat adek gue yang udah maksa2 nyokap gue biar kesana haha-_- tanpa ada kesengajaan gue ketemu lagi sama toko musik sangaji pas gue beli SHINee world (made in china) *salah pilih* sama lucifer (made in gatau, bukan versi A bukan versi B juga) *salah beli* tapi oke itukan udah berlalu biar pake duit ampau lebaran T.T tapi gue tetep bersyukur karena harganya sama! elaah~ nah udah kan karena dua album itu gue beli di sangaji yang di sency, kali ini gue ketemunya yg di gandaria, awal2 liat haah sama aja bentuk cd~ taunya pas gue nengok ke bagian bawah 'wah, itukan romeo! yg asli!' tapi gue mikir lg, kalo gue beli temen gue udah punya ngapain lagi beli~ terus gue liat2 lg kan ada dvd original banyak banget, ada super show 1,2,3 terus ada dream concert, terus ada album ft.island yg udah lama gitu yg beautiful journey belum ada tadinya niatnya mau beli itu album ft.island satu tapi tiba2 gue liat dari ujung2 banget ad...

intinya aja ya langsung si cowok alay ini ngebuat gue bingung :/ aaah jujur saja gue masih suka sama dia yaah ga muna2 banget ya a little bit deh pengen sih nyapa dia lg tapi takut dikacangin atau ganggu dia dan mengingat gue udah terlalu banyak FRONTAL depan dia dan SALTING dan sekarang AIB yang bikin gue makin gaenak sama dia sama gue nya juga, gue jadi makin minder kalo mau nyapa yoyoyo tp gue gabakal terlalu banyak mikirin itusih yah ada batesnya laah yang penting sekarang buat gue DAPET SMA NEGRI YANG GUE MAU dan gue gamau sma di sana lg -_- sorisori tapi gue udah bosen disana haah maaf yaague lg sangat sangat random gatau mau ngapain malem jum'at begini~ sepi selalu ngusik gue random gara2 pms butuh banget jayusan2nya onew for real! sekarang udah jam 22.00 lewat ga ngantuk tapi gue mesti istirahat banyak2 wakaka oke that's all see ya love ya signature: jinki's girlfriends

sebenernya gue cuma mau nanya, gue bingung sendiri apasih yang buat nilai IPA gue selalu aja jelek? seenggaknya gue udah ada usaha! pas gue buka lagi rapot2 gue pas sd disitu tertulis JELAS banget di rapot KELULUSAN gue malah! guess! berapa nilai IPA gue? asal tau aja gue cuma dapet angka mati 5,75! *frontal* dan sampe gue smp kelas 7-9(semester 1) nilai IPA gue cuma dapet angka mati 5 5 5 5 5 SEMUA?!?!? entah gue yang kebegoan, kurang berusaha apalagi coba? gue udah ngorbanin ga belajar pelajaran2 yang gue bisa cuma supaya gue bisa dapet nilai IPA diatas 5 di rapot hooh jelas. disini. mungkin. gue. yang. kelewatan. bego. dan .nyerah .duluan. kalo. liat. teori2 IPA itu.

ehm oke gue bakal cerita pake b.indonesia aja deh hehe -_- rasanya lucu ya inget2 hidup gue itu penuh dengan kejayusan, kesepian, macem2 dai, bukan kesepian karena 'forever alone' atau mungkin yang lainnya mungkin 45% diantaranya itu ~ *gak munafik ya* jelas siapa yg mau 3 tahun smp hidup gitu2 aja 'life is never flat' antara percaya atau nggak sih gue sama kata2 itu~ oke ceritanya sekarang gue adalah kpop♥ers dan perlu diinget ini bukan semata-mata pelarian gue karena hidup gue yg flat2 aja HAHA tapi ngeliat mereka ONEW, KIKWANG, YONGHWA, TAECYEON, MIR dan macam2~ rasanya hidup gue itu hidup yah atau apalah itu~ setelah gue peratiin ga semua orang yg gue pikir 'ih enak banget sih dia, gue iri deh sama dia' ternyata jauh lebih kesepian daripada gue bahkan kayaknya cobaan nya berat banget oke disitu gue berusaha ga kufur nikmat~ dia yang mungkin emang 'bisa' dapetin apapun yang dia mau ternyata hidupnya itu lebih sepi dari gue~ kasian sebenernya gue sama ...